As times go on, I will be updating on many events that have taken place over the course of the last few years. However, I want to journal what is happening now in our lives as well. There is always a lot going on and I don't want to forget about anything. This morning I chose to wake up earlier than normal (with my amazing husband who has faithfully been waking up early to go to work) to spend time with Kevin as well as to spend time with the Lord and to journal. I miss morning times, sometimes quiet, sometimes not. As many of you know, we have early risers in our house, so since we have had children it has been hard for me to get up an earlier than them. However, I am enjoying this morning...although I have a little girl watching her morning cartoons already.
Kevin has been so blessed in the business. Yesterday he came home and said he received a few more phone calls with work totaling about another week and a half. He is pulling in sub-contractors just to knock some of this work out. It is great being busy, but he doesn't enjoy being overwhelmed. When he is overwhelmed, I get overwhelmed. And then it is just a snowball effect on us and our family. We are continually learning how to work together with the business. I am learning how I can be a help to him as well as what my role is.
Sometimes it is still hard for me to trust the Lord that He is going to continue to provide for our business and our family. Why I still struggle trusting? I am not sure, but I know that I want to continue to grow in my trust of the Lord. I know that His heart is to be SO faithful to us...and He has more than proven himself in this area. His heart is so gentle towards us and He is so patient with me.
Today is my work day, so for now I need to get going. Life gets crazy around here about 7am. Kids are waking up, I have to get breakfasts ready, lunches packed for everyone (my kids go to Kelley's house on my work days) kids changed into their clothes, Michayla ready for school with everything in her backpack and the other two ready for the babysitter. Yes, its crazy...but it's my world, my journey and I wouldn't trade it for ANYTHING!
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